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Let Go
03:01
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The king of dreams- and the angel of actualization-
they sat down- and said they had to have a conversation-
she’d crossed the tracks- and there was no point in waiting-
and in the black house on the other side of satan-
she was singing - she was singing- she was singing-
Ohhhhhh......
You’ve gotta let go now- you’ve gotta let go- You’ve gotta let go now-
you’ve gotta let go-
I said goodbye- to all my gold platform pipedreams- put down the phonecall to my greatest fantasies- they weren’t what they seemed- Now I’ve seen behind the curtain- I’ve been behind the scenes- and it don’t look at all like what I wanted it to be- The crossroads keep on coming on- how bigs my cross to bear- I stand in the middle of the road and all my wishes start to wear.....
So I dance under the sun- and down the tracks- and toss my hair- make believe both to myself and to the world that I don’t care-
All of these people push me down- but im in the sky tethered- look at me now- I can see the rest of the road- see where they want us to go- Im up here floating- golden exposed
Are you ready to let go now- are you ready to watch it all fall down-Are you ready to let go ready to watch it all fall down-
Once your ready to give it all up- they’ll give you the crown
The king of dreams- and the angel of actualization- They stood up and they headed towards the station
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2. |
Angel Anymore
03:29
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(INTRO)
Annamarie is covered in a-a-amethyst- and Im just a child wondering- am I that or am I this-
lover will we share another kiss-
(VESE !)
Take my clothes off- take it all- take my clothes off- take it all-
They say that angels always look the prettiest right before they fall
(CHORUS)
The only thing I was falling into- the only thing Im falling out of-The only thing I was falling into- the only thing Im falling out of- is love with you
(VERSE TWO)
I’m not your angel anymore- I’m not your sacrificial whore- I won’t leave horseshoes over your
door- I won’t dry up your snowstorms- I can’t protect you anymore
(CHORUS)
The only thing I was falling into- the only thing Im falling out of-The only thing I was falling
into- the only thing Im falling out of- is love with you
(VERSE 3)
Kill my spirit- clip my wings- starve me small so I can’t sing-
Still Im still shining in plain sight
can’t keep you safe in this sleepless space- dreamhouse turned to a nightmare place- tears shed like snakes in the night-I fell hard and I fell fast- threw my heart across railroad tracks
(OUTRO)
Pull out the pins- readjust my eyes- I live in a transportable paradise- I can fly- I can fly - I can
fly- I can fly
with one foot on the ground- and I'm not coming down
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There are roses bloomin’ on the shore
And Id feel bad to ever dream of more
But sometimes this light it fills me up
I get the feeling that Im riding on the cusp
And do I have enough dumb luck
To cross the line without spilling any blood
And will it ever- ever be enough
And will it ever- ever be enough
(CHORUS)
I ride a white horse to the ocean
I ride a white horse across the line
I ride a white horse to the ocean
I ride a white horse across the line
I drank- I drank the water
I rode my horse into the sky
I bet every star upon him
He started to win- I started to cry
My tears they turned to seafoam
Realized Im never going home
Theres a rodeo in heaven
Im headed towards a
7 devil bull ride
I’ve always been a pretty good dancer
But I'm not ready to fall tonight
(CHORUS
I ride a white horse to the ocean
I ride a white horse into the sea
I ride a white horse to the ocean
I ride a white horse into the sea
We may never be together
But we will never die
Sweet dreams sweet stallion
Farewell past self of mine
As stars we shine together
In constellation we unite
I am no longer afraid
We illuminate the night
White star- forever
hung up- and strung out so high
farewell forever- farewell and goodbye
sweet dreams forever- sweet dreams and goodnight-
goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
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(INTRO)
City skylines- and pretty skylights- how do you ever- sleep at night
(VERSE 1)
The Streetlights look like stars- so sparse and so dark- oh but they are never setting stars-
and their song is sung on silent guitars- And in a room like a record store- there are shooting
stars between the sheets- I glow for you- you shine for me
(CHORUS)
When I look at you I see- all the things that made you blue- and I wait for you in white-
I dream that we could be the painted sky- Midsummer before the stars fall at night
(VERSE 2)
I spent two years under the moon- but the sun is rising- its coming up soon-
Those with wax wings should not fly too close- Those with wax hearts should not hold too
close- to the sun- to the the sun
(TRANSITION)
Heaven is empty- cuz I saw it myself- I’d rather go back to that party in hell-
(VERSE 3)
Without a penchant for pain- or a purpose for pleasure- it seem strange to me that you would
endure such wicked weather-
I see through the storm with the mind of a diamond and the heart of a whore
But baby I’ve been here before- with gentle eyes I watch the darkness pour through the door
(CHORUS)
When I look at you I see- all the things that made you blue- and I wait for you in white-
I dream that we could be the painted sky- Midsummer before the stars fall at night
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5. |
Stay Away
03:09
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These days it seems that everywhere I go- If Im just sittin’ there- well someone wants a show- I’ve been feelin’ down- flat on my luck- seems with everything I wanna say I either have to fuck someone of fuck em' up to tell them what I mean- fuck someone or fuck em up- to tell them what I need
Stay away- stay away- stay away from me- stay away or you’ll see
The space between stars and seeds- deep in the depth of the darkness you’ll find me-a black canvas that was once kept clean- but got too bored of being white and pristine- Though the paint’s been splattered since the garden and Eve-
Stay away- stay away- don’t put your cameras on me-Stay away- stay away- stay away from me
I like it there- down in the deep- dark cold black sad sorry inbetween
I like it there- tucked in the seams- with the lost stars and the sunken seeds
They do -shine for me- they do- blossom in the sea- with such ethereal great beauty you wouldn’t believe
Stay away- stay away- stay away from me-
stay away- stay away- stay away from me
Just let me go be free
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6. |
Ultraviolet Valentine
05:38
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(INTRO PT 1)
That girls been putting up with rain for seven days-
Shes asked him kindly but he will not go away- speaks to the seeds underground to keep her safe- and when they push up she pulls petals out of place
(INTRO PT2)
That girls been putting daisies on her dagger-
Stabs the men that think that they can have her-
And if the complain she says- baby baby whats the matter-
I wasnt tryna hurt you I just gave you a flower
(CHORUS 1)
It was only ever psychedelic violence- baby I was bleeding-but I was bleeding- diamonds and violets-yeah-It was only ever psychedelic violence- baby I was bleeding-but I was bleeding- diamonds and violets-
(VERSE 1)
I guess that gold parking spot- it’ll just have to wait- cuz I’ll only ride horses for the rest of my days- and I’ll ride and I’ll ride and I’ll ride away---
And if you must stay behind- in your- jewel crested cage- well write me a letter- cuz you know I cant stay- I’ll run and I’ll run and I’ll run away- - some people never change
(VERSE 2)
They say you gotta settle for something- but I do not breathe to collect dust in my lungs- so I pick up the phone and I run and I run and I run
(CHORUS 2)
I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- go ahead and chase me down- see if you can knock my crown- But i’ve never had one- i’ve just ruled myself-
I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- go ahead and chase me down- see if you can knock my crown- But i’ve never had one- i’ve just ruled myself
(VERSE 3)
But that freedom- comes with ball and chain- cuz- if you don’t put roots down- well you’ll always stay the same- (no flowers form in the wind)
(CHORUS 1)
It was only ever psychedelic violence- baby I was bleeding-but I was bleeding- diamonds and violets-It was only ever psychedelic violence- baby I was bleeding-but I was bleeding- diamonds and violets
(VERSE 4)
I’m driven by this invisible vengeance- and is it a gift or some sort of sentence- in an autobiography out of control
(OUTRO CHORUS 1+2)
It was only ever psychedelic violence- baby I was bleeding-but I was bleeding- diamonds and violets
I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- go ahead and chase me down- see if you can knock my crown- But i’ve never had one- i’ve just ruled myself-
It was only ever psychedelic violence- baby I was bleeding-but I was bleeding- diamonds and violets-
I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- I’m clean I’m free- I’ve got no gun- go ahead and chase me down- see if you can knock my crown- But i’ve never had one-
I just ruled myself
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7. |
The Fruits Of Our Labour
03:01
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(INTRO)Yeah the fruits they are sweet- and the butter is rich- but your baby is dying- and your mamma she’s sick- so how much would you pay for one long lasting lick- say how much would you pay to delay the tick of the clock-
(CHORUS)chop it up chop it up- chop it up chop it up- chop it off chop it off- I let my edges fall off
(VERSE 2) I let my edges fall off- I hear the birds start to sing again- I watch the flowers bloom- and I lock hearts with you- cut into ripe flesh of fruit- let my lace swimsuit- drop
(CHORUS)chop it up chop it off- chop it up chop it off- chop it off chop it off- we’re in too deep to stop
(VERSE 3) stop wishing- start working- that philosophy is really hurting- you- in the time it took us to take- they gave us everything we used to think we wanted- gave it to us by mistake- now im afraid that we might make- it to the top
(FINAL CHORUS/ OUTRO)chop it up chop it off- chop it up chop it off- chop it off chop it off- and all the peaches gonna pop-
sold my body to those dogs- sold my soul to the gods(X2)
(FINALE/ VERSE 4) And I can’t make it stop (X2 or 3)
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(INTRO)
I leave my momma in the morning- and I pray that I will find my way- I’ll dig a grave right in the
sidewalk- and maybe I’ll come back someday- They say Im living way too fast- and growing up too
slow- and maybe thats the truth- but Ive got no place to call my home- somebody give me shelter-
somebody keep me warm- somebody give me shelter- Im drowning in this storm- Ive got puddles
round my eyes- and a pool between my thighs-
(TRANSITION)
So I call upon a saint as I weep into the night
(VERSE ONE)
She’s the patron saint of the sidewalk- in her day they called her the pretty noose- She’s the patron saint
of the sidewalk- she knows all about salvation and a cuttin’ loose- And you could dance with her or the
devil- and they’d both sway and say the same thing- and you could dance with her or the devil- they’d
bring you the same pleasure and the same pain
They’d say…
(CHORUS)
I don’t want your religion- and I don’t want your respect- I don’t want your love- and I don’t want
your sex- nah- nah-nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah--- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah---- Nah- Nah- Nah- Nah- Nah
(INTERLUDE/VERSES 2+3)
I watched- I watched- that woman walk- right across the cross like a crosswalk
One hundred heads turned to stop n stare-She was wearing her lucky underwear
And I watched- I watched that woman walk -right across the cross just like a tightrope-
From the circus of the city and into the woods where even gods don’t go- and we read- we read from
the scriptures and the old books- and we talked- we talked about how Jesus and all those good crooks-
how they died- and how our oldest friends were burned alive-
but we couldn’t right- write our wrongs- the cross could have been a quill- we’d be penning poems
instead of trying to kill and not be killed- and she might be singing instead of popping pills
(CHORUS)
I don’t want your religion- and I don’t want your respect- I don’t want your love- and I don’t want
your sex- nah- nah-nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah--- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah- nah---- Nah- Nah- Nah- Nah- Nah
(OUTRO)
She’s the patron saint of the sidewalk- in her day they called her the pretty noose
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9. |
Paradise Underground
03:42
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Paradise Ain’t a privelege, It’s a power- But people abuse it- And paradise ain’t in the skies- Its in hell
when we get through it -And so we walk- Through the labrynth with our hearts-on-fire-Yeah paradise is
underground- Though all the demons- they get used to it- But I can’t get used to it- So I’m lost in the in-between
Still seven feet below looks a lot lighter than seven above-
Cuz darkness is a place- it’s a place where people reach for love
But my heart is whole-So im alone-
But Im alone with my feet-on –the-ground-
Yeah- I’m alone-But I made it out of the underground
And so while the sun’s still out- I should probably go and send my roots-back-down-
I’ll shoot em down- And the sun will keep on shinin’- I’ll send them out-And the sun will keep on
shinin’-
And if heaven is still empty- Then it looks like Hades is drawing the crowds-
And if I had that unlocked box-
I’d take those hearts- And I’d let em all out- I’d let em out-
And I’d float them to the sky- They’d erupt-
And I know that I would start to cry-Cuz I’d be alone- In unprotected paradise
And if lightening chose to strike-
And those hearts-bled-down-
Then we’d all shed tears together-
Swim right back down to Hadestown-
Have a party- But my drinking days are done-
Spin some records- But that pyramid song’s been sung-
Dance in gold silk- But the threads have come undone-
My paradise is unspun- My paradise is unspun-
My paradise is unspun- My paradise has been won
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10. |
Between BlackWaters
06:09
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INTRO: By the way the rain hit you would have thought it was hail-and by the way the pain hit you would have thought it was hell- but in the end it was all just water-
Ooohhhh oooh oh oh oh
All of the lights- All of the lights- All of the lights –
Seem to be burnt out baby- But your still shinin’ and it’s-makin’ me crazy
I’m a moth to the flame Somebody-save me-But your no god-Guess I forgot
-No your no saviour-With your black lungs-I guess that glow babe was -
leftover from your last cigarette run
Ooohhhh oooh oh oh oh
In this burnt out town Of -molasses and mud-All the streetlights flicker
-If you only look up-
So shake those lights out and - and send them down- I won’t stop shining till I Leave this town-
Raintown oh raintown- Raintown oh raintown- raintown oh rain rain town- just let me know when I can head back out
Ooohhhh oooh oh oh oh
Between black waters I -I nearly drown- But when I woke I wore gold silk and a molasses crown- I’m getting too old to try and run away- But I’m still too young to
really want to stay
In raintown- oh rain town- Raintown oh raintown- raintown oh rain rain town-
Guess I’ll stick around
Ooohhhh oooh oh oh oh 3
If you love like the sun-Well the gold will fade-The honey drips down and melts-melts away-But I love like the moon- So my lips they stain- A molasses bruise keeps the heart in it’s place
When I first moved to raintown thought the- Molasses was mud- But I soon I found that cigarette ash and honey - is better than Sugar -and dry love - Yeah cigarette ash and honey- Is better than sugar and dry love- no sugar and dry love- no sugar and dry love-but -
Molasses and rain- Molasses and rain- Was the only drink to make the angels stay-And they stayed- and I prayed- and they stayed-
So shake it off and-Shake it down-Hell is the only highroad Out of raintown-
And Ill take it down -And take it out-Take it down and- Take it out -Down and out -Down and out-Down and-Out
Of the rain - Lest I go insane
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11. |
The Faith Of Our Fathers
08:42
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VERSE 1
I wished on raindrops like a rosary beads- hands in prayer pose over the windowpane- down there on my knees- but while I was praying you were preying over me- I just wanted you to hold me- didn’t want to see your teeth- Now I’m headed for the horses- oh I told the dogs to leave- And now I’m crying to California in the rain- tears hit the car window like gold beads bleeding over a windowpane- nothing will ever be the same- nothing will ever be the same- nothing will ever be the same-
VERSE 2
If I’d had one more drink I would have tried to walk on water-half a prayer and half a bottle and I’m playing god just like my father- and I’m also reminded of good Virginia Wolfe-Sinking back into the waters that have given so much more than they have took
CHORUS 1
And I’m taking the faith of our fathers and the beauty of our unborn daughters- I’m stitching up all these hearts and throwing it into the wildest wild waters- and we’re all gonna get clean-
VERSE 3
I no longer believe in love- I only believe in blood- I only believe in blood-Take me to the water to bleed- drown me in the river- kill my pain and keep me clean- Oh I knew that the water would save me- but I feared that the flood would overtake me
CHORUS 2
Still I’ll wade these waters alone and I’ll drag myself to shore- cuz I cried this sea myself and I could never ask for me
VERSE 4
And I’m travellin’ down- down to the water- to that spot where my father used to cry- and I’m travellin down- down to the river- to the spots where my lovers left me dry- And I will sing-Sing to the sailers- of the ships of my self I left behind-
Love me lightly-love me loosely- love me like the water- love me like the river-The river I am
CHORUS 1
And I’m taking the faith of our fathers and the beauty of our unborn daughters- I’m stitching up all these hearts and throwing it into the wildest wild waters- and we’re all gonna get clean-
VERSE 5
Still I’m weeping every wednesday night- and as the tears roll down my face- It’s like a roll a ball horse race- held at a casino with incredibly high stakes- So I- took a shot in the dark- a shot in the bar- a shot in the heart- and- I-took- it- hard
CHORUS 2
Still I’ll wade these waters alone and I’ll drag myself to shore- cuz I cried this sea myself and I could never ask for me
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12. |
the man who lived alone
05:36
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INTRO: There is a man I used to know- In a black castle lives alone- with crumbling walls he haunts that home- he drowns the floors with Espalon
VERSE 1: I still see him sweetly in my sleep – though he’s stolen everything from me – I wake up and I weep-I know I was never truly his to keep
VERSE 2: And I’m sorry for you – despite the evils that you do – because I know there are people who – cannot swallow what they shoot – and I’ve been in as much pain as you – so I have eyes that can see through……
VERSE 3: The light proof windows that you bar – dark sunglasses and tented car – ten thousand cages cast around your heart –but you protected too much-you grew weak and fell apart
VERSE 4: You thought that castle would keep you together – but in its cobwebs you could not weather - anything or anyone that walked inside- so you turn the lights off and you hide- from yourself
VERSE 5: Call me home then kick me out – love me until we leave the house – that red hell-trap of a home-that red hell-trap of a home-that red hell-trap of a home-that red hell-trap of a home-that red hell-trap of a home- that red hell-trap of a home-
VERSE 6: That place was always swarming with ghosts – I hated you when I loved you the most - and now you’re another one of them – a musician who cannot get out though he has gotten in
VERSE 7: I thought that you were something else – perhaps a bit more like myself – oh, how naïve – to believe......
TRANSITION: To believe that love can live in loneliness- to believe that love can live in loneliness-to believe that love can live in loneliness-to believe that love can live in loneliness-
OUTRO: There is a man I used to know-in his black castle he lives alone- ohh-ohh-ohh- oh-oh
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